Me and my big…

ego.

I mean it really must be ego that I promise so much stuff and then I just HAVE TO follow-through. I hate letting people down, it feels like if I don’t do something that I say and do it so great that someone wants me to do it again, then I didn’t do it well enough! My fear is that once I start a pattern of letting people down, I’ll wind up worse than this guy.

I’m pyscho – I only do this for people NOT part of my family for some reason. My family gets whats left of my energy, or half my brain cuz I’m thinking about something else, or whatever else is not going on at home… not only that, but I’m BEHIND already and I keep offering to help another! eek!

Hence another long blooming night on da ‘puter… putzn’ for something promised cause I’m “all that”.

I must figure out what’s wrong with me! There’s gotta be a Proverb on this one. Anyone?

Author: Brett Veenstra | Category: Disciple | Comments(1) January 2006